Make it all wash away.
The rain is pouring over this horrible country. I feel more horrific than I have in ten years and I last months I have lived in cycles of 2 weeks of feeling worse and worse and more or less neutral.
My country is collapsing. I am being strangled by an oligarchic government. I am regarded as a ’rounding off error’ and at the end of this month I find myself being unable to pay my monthly necessities. I cannot reduce my expenses everywhere.
I don’t know about what you people all think, but I see it all end.